Not Been a Good Blogger

Hey there
i have not been good at blogging lately...  have you ever had so much going on that you can't write it all down...  that has been me ....  we have shit with our church group.... and pastor that has a god like Deity complex, with an ego to match...  a husband that works alot ans is very grumpy .. and I keep getting sick.....  i wish i new the effects of quitting smoking before i quit...  i do not think i would have.. the only thing that is keeping me from going back to smoking is that i am 6 months smoke free and i do not want to do this part over again....  been watching alot of you tube videos , still do not have the guts to do my own.... the face is never clear enough and i do not know how to do a short video...  OK well hopefully i will write more later  :))